Okay, so.... just... rip my heart out and stomp on it. Thank you.

[stoopbeck]

Tomorrow, sometime in the morning, I'm going to have to take my kitty to the vet to have her put to sleep. I've had her since seventh grade. She's my baby. I don't know what I'm going to do.

I guess it's time for another crying jag.

Comments

[otakuoverlorde.livejournal.com]

*huggles* I'm here if you want to talk. Good luck. I'll pray for your kitty, and for you.

[stoopbeck.livejournal.com]

*clings*

Thanks for your prayers. I don't know how coherent I'm going to be for the next few days, but if I feel a need to talk... thanks for the offer.

[skroberts]

*wiiiiibbbbbllllllle*

:(

[stoopbeck.livejournal.com]

*cliiiiiiinnnnng!*

*sniffle*

[ewanspotter.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry, Alex. It's only been a year since I had to do the same thing with my kitty and it still hurts. I know how hard it must be for you. Believe me.

I don't know your situation or what was wrong with you kitty, but this article really helped me deal with my guilt (even though I didn't do anything wrong).

http://www.petloss.com/dealing.htm

[stoopbeck.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much. It's kind of funny, because those are just the questions I've been torturing myself with tonight. I feel so guilty about it. That article really helped a lot, though.

I'm so sorry about your kitty. *huggles*

[ewanspotter.livejournal.com]

And you'll torture youself more tomorrow. But it'll get better, it always does.

*huggles back*

[stoopbeck.livejournal.com]

From personal experience, I'll torture myself for quite some time. :P

Thanks, though. I'll look forward to the day that I can look back and smile, if that makes sense.

[thelasttoknow03.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry. I know from experience how hard it can and will be. You'll never forget. It just eventually gets easier to remember.

[stoopbeck.livejournal.com]

I'm hoping so. Thanks. :[

[roadrunner1896.livejournal.com]

*huggles*

I am so sorry you have to do that.

[stoopbeck.livejournal.com]

*clings*

[featherfish.livejournal.com]

Gaaaaaaaaaah! Poor Alex!! :-(

Oh, sweetie, I'm so sorry! *hugs*

[stoopbeck.livejournal.com]

*clings*

[archaimikokami.livejournal.com]

*hugs Alex*NOOO!!!...NOT THE LITTLE--uh...big? KITTY!!!...
Seriously though, I offer my support and empathy (sympathy?...whichever one is better)...

[stoopbeck.livejournal.com]

Just a wee little kitty. She was about 8 years old, just not very big. Support and empathy are both accepted. Thanks.

[(Anonymous)]

Hey girlie. I'm really sorry about your kitty. :( Hope you feel better soon. -- Erin

[stoopbeck.livejournal.com]

Aww, Erin. Thanks. That means a lot.

[espritdeterre.livejournal.com]

What happened? Is she sick? You poor dear, I am really really sorry. My heart goes out to you because it's so sad to lose a pet. *hugs tightly*

[stoopbeck.livejournal.com]

She's been some kind of sick for a long time. It just got to the point where it was better for her to be put to sleep than to keep on suffering.

*takes Robyn heart and clings to it*

[(Anonymous)]

sorry about cleo alex....Lauren

[stoopbeck.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

Thanks.