Okay, so.... just... rip my heart out and stomp on it. Thank you.

[stoopbeck]

Tomorrow, sometime in the morning, I'm going to have to take my kitty to the vet to have her put to sleep. I've had her since seventh grade. She's my baby. I don't know what I'm going to do.

I guess it's time for another crying jag.

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[ewanspotter.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry, Alex. It's only been a year since I had to do the same thing with my kitty and it still hurts. I know how hard it must be for you. Believe me.

I don't know your situation or what was wrong with you kitty, but this article really helped me deal with my guilt (even though I didn't do anything wrong).

http://www.petloss.com/dealing.htm

[stoopbeck.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much. It's kind of funny, because those are just the questions I've been torturing myself with tonight. I feel so guilty about it. That article really helped a lot, though.

I'm so sorry about your kitty. *huggles*

[ewanspotter.livejournal.com]

And you'll torture youself more tomorrow. But it'll get better, it always does.

*huggles back*

[stoopbeck.livejournal.com]

From personal experience, I'll torture myself for quite some time. :P

Thanks, though. I'll look forward to the day that I can look back and smile, if that makes sense.