*collapses into heap* *realizes there's still one more class* *cries*

Does it ever seem like there's just one day when you're about five steps behind, and nothing you do will turn out right? I nearly had three or four major heart attacks this morning about a paper. My printer hates me, so I have to beg other people for printings until I can beg, borrow or steal a new printer. To any persons having anything to do with the law, I am just kidding. Ha ha. Don't sue me or arrest me, please. I had a main person, an emergency backup person, an emergency-backup-backup person, and two alternates. All of whom couldn't work the whole printing thing. This is after spending most of last night writing a paper that I know is crap anyway. If it weren't for Sarah [you rock! No, really-- you do! Muffins 4 Life!] I'd probably be comfortably wrapped in a nice straight jacket in a padded cell right now. I'm that anxed.

Lunch was going to be the redeeming thing in my day, but the best thing they had was meat, gravy, and rice, which was unappetizing to start out with but then I realized that it's basically the same thing as canned dog food, except the dogs would get better quality meat. I couldn't even eat the cake because I got all dizzy. I should be taking my anti-dizziness meds, but they make me sleepy... and I can't afford to fall asleep in class.

It feels like I have enough angst and anxiety right now that I could easily be a tv show on The WB. Except, of course, I don't have Tom Welling or Chad Michael Murray co-starring. That? Would maybe make all this stuff worth it. Otherwise, I really don't see the point. At all.

GAH! And by the way? Once I become a hot shot millionaire, I plan to build a time machine so I can go back in time and kill Edmund Spenser. Seriously. Why do we even have to read "Epithalamion?" Yeah, we get it, Spenser. Shut up already.

Be a little more selfish, it might do you some good....

Once again, no better way to describe how I feel than the Talking Heads...

No Compassion
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In a world
where people have problems
In this world
where decisions are a way of life
Other people's problems they overwhelm my mind
They say compassion is a virtue, but I don't have the time

So many people...have their problems
I'm not interested...in their problems
I guess I've...experienced some problems
But now I've...made some decisions
Takes a lot of time to push away the nonsense
Take my compassion...Push it as far as it goes
My interest level's dropping, my interest level is dropping
I've heard all I want to, I don't want to hear any more

What are you, in love with your problems?
I think you take it...a little too far
It's...not so cool to have so many problems
But don't expect me to explain your indecisions
Go...talk to your analyst, isn't that what they're paid for
You walk, you talk...You still function like you used to
It's not a question...Of your personality or style
Be a little more selfish, it might do you some good

In a world where people have problems
In this world where decisions are a way of life
Other people's problems, they overwhelm my mind
They say compassion is a virtue, but I don't have the time
(Here we go again)